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Prologue
Ella
There’s something ominous about the bridge, yet I’m drawn to it
by an inner compulsion. It’s not as painful as it used to be, but there are
still raw memories linked to it that will haunt me forever.
The sky is cloudy and the gentle breeze kisses my skin. I zip my
jacket up as I gaze out at the dark water, lost in my thoughts of that terrible
night when I considered jumping.
“Are you sure you’re going to be okay?” Micha asks, the same
question he’s been asking for the last few days. His knuckles turn white as he
clutches onto the railing of the bridge and peers down at the lake. “You’ve
been through a lot this weekend.”
I wince at the recollection of my dad’s angry voice when he told me
he wished I wasn’t his daughter, when Dean and I had confronted him about his
alcoholism. Cruel words were shouted that ripped at my heart. I keep trying to
convince myself that it’s the addiction talking, not him, but I don’t entirely
believe it. My body and mind are exhausted from the drama, but I’ll push through,
just like I did the last time. There is no running away anymore, only dealing
with it and eventually moving on.
Micha doesn’t know the entire story of what happened and I want to
save him from the burden. He worries about me all the time and the guilt
consumes me. He should be happy, love life, do what he wants to do. He deserves
it.
I frown, hating that when we walk off the bridge, he’ll leave me to
return to the road with his band. “I’m a little sad you have to go.”
He releases the metal railing and his aqua eyes sparkle as he hugs
me. I bury my face into his chest and breathe him in, never wanting to let him
go.
“I love you, Ella May.” He kisses the top of my head.
I shut my eyes and suck back the tears. “I love you, too.”
He presses his full lips to mine and kisses me passionately, his
lip ring digging into my mouth. My skin warms as his hands explore my back and
his fingers graze across my ass, begging my body closer to his. I tangle my
fingers through his soft hair before securing my arms around the back of his
neck. His tongue traces the inside of my mouth and he intensifies the kiss
until we have to pull away to catch our breath.
My chest heaves as I gaze out at the lake one last time and the sun
reflects in the water. “It’s time to go, isn’t it?”
He squeezes my hand. “It’ll be okay. We have the whole twelve-hour
drive ahead of us, and I’ll be gone for only a couple weeks before I’m annoying
the hell out of you again.”
I force a smile. “I know and I’m looking forward to being annoyed.”
We walk hand in hand back to Lila’s black Mercedes. I let him drive and he flies down the dirt road, leaving a cloud of dust behind us that quickly vanishes.
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